I don’t want eating an apple to feel like a binge.

I don’t want to keep eating the same foods over and over again.

I don’t want to stay home when everyone else go out partying.

I don’t want to cancel plans because I’m feeling fat.

I don’t want to push boys away because I can’t stand the thought of them feeling my fat.

I don’t want to hurt my family anymore.

I don’t want to keep pushing everyone away.

I don’t want this disorder to control me anymore.

(via id-ratherbethin)

It’s not always about sex, sometimes the best type of intimacy is where you just lay back, laugh together at the stupidest things, hold each other, and enjoy each others’ company.